Thursday, November 13, 2014

Imagine...

Imagine... One day you're going to wake up and see a notification on your phone or the announcement all over the news and every channel that your favorite band has decided to separate. They got tired of performing and decided to do their own thing and you can't help but feel empty. They're your role models. You look up to them. They are your life. You've always dreamed of marrying them and their posters are all over your room. Your whole life has been dedicated to them and now all of a sudden. Poof! That all disappeared. You never thought this day would come but it did. Now you have to pack all of your posters and items into a box. Then years from now, when you have children, that box will be opened again and you will tell your children all about that band that you fangirled over since the beginning they formed. Then you'll go into the kitchen while your children are looking through the box and wonder what has happened to your idols. And maybe, just maybe they'll get back together for a live performance but that's all. They have a husband/wife and kids and you have your husband/wife and kids. They're only a memory but they are forever in your heart. You watched them grow up and you'll probably be alive when you hear on the news that one of them has passed away. You'll be just as heart broken as their families. Why? Because even though they didn't know you, you loved them and they loved you.

Cherish your favorite bands because one day that will be just a memory and you're going to wish that you had time to cherish each moment. I know how it feels to wake up and see that your band is gone. It's like a piece of your heart has been taken away. It feels like that concert you went to is now a fading memory. Enjoy everything that the band you love has done for you. Don't hate on them because they found someone they love. Don't hate them because of a stupid act they did. And don't hate them when they say that their time with the band is over and they want a normal life. Love them and thank them for everything they did for you. They saved our lives. They made us happy. They made us cry. They made us laugh. And they made us feel beautiful.

I can't imagine One Direction or 5 Seconds of Summer ever breaking up. I will probably cry if that ever happened but I would respect their decision.

Love your band. They've saved your life and filled it with happiness. Be grateful.







You're Unique


Monday, November 10, 2014

11/10/14

         In sixth grade, I was a confident clarinet player. I was always first chair and I would go home after school and practice playing for hours. At the end of the school year, we had band auditions and I was placed in the highest band in middle school, Honors Band. I was with a clarinet section that had four 7th graders (including me) and three 8th graders. The 8th graders where 1st-3rd chair and I was 4th, which is an amazing thing. The only problem was that they were amazing players. "I can never play like them. I can't even read music," I thought to myself everyday. Then 8th grade year came for me. I moved up to 1st chair but one of the girls in the same grade as I started taking lessons. Now her and I were changing chairs every week. I would be first one week and then the next second and then back to first.This was bringing my confidence down. I always believed it was because of my old lessons teacher who would bring me down but I realized that it was because I was afraid of others judging my sound. This went on until sophomore year.


Sophomore year I got a new private lessons teacher. He was amazing. When I first played for him so he could see what he was dealing with, he was in awe. "You have one of the best sounds I have ever heard," He told me. I was in shock. He thought I was good? I was in the second band because I never put any effort into band. I was always put down by others telling me that my sound was too soft and when I would play loud, they would laugh and tell me that my sound didn't even get louder. I started to get a little more confident with this lessons teacher.

Junior year, now. I have been trying to work hard to make Region Band this year. My lessons teacher has been pushing me because he knows that with my sound, I have a big chance of making it this year. Today was the day I gained my confidence back from sixth grade. November 10, 2014. I was in the Orchestra room with the other Wind Ensemble clarinets (I'm in the top band now) and we were practicing Region music. They made two clarinets at a time play to see who got the measure we were practicing. We finished and continued to play as a group but the first chair clarinet wanted another girl and I to play because he thought we were the ones messing up. She's last chair and I'm second to last so of course they would assume it was us. We nodded and played. She messed up the first two notes and stopped playing immediately. I didn't mess up so I continued to play. Once I stopped, everyone was in awe. I sat there, wondering why they were looking at me. "That was beautiful!" Two clarinet players said. "I could hear it too!" Another one said. I was in shocked that they said that. I've never been complimented by them before.

The rest of the time that we played, I felt confidence come out of me. I felt proud and I wanted to just go home and practice some more. I wanted to go to lessons and tell my lessons teacher what happened. I felt proud of myself for the first time in years. It made me realize why I loved playing my clarinet when I was younger. Just that one moment brought my love for band back and I know for sure that with that moment, my playing is going to improve because my mind is telling me that I can achieve what I want to achieve.

Tuesday, November 4, 2014

Finish Strong

So once a month, my old church Lakewood, sends me newsletters and on the front of them is a positive message. I thought that I could share it for others to read.


Finish Strong

Many people in life give up just before their breakthrough. They are on their last lap, so to speak, so close to the finish line, but give up not realizing they are just moments away from victory.

There is an anointing God has for you. A finishing faith for you to tap into that you cannot see. Just like the invisible air you breathe and electricity you use, you have an unseen power working on your behalf that will enable you to complete what God has placed in your heart.

Most of us feel fire and passion when we start off on a new endeavor. But what really hangs people up in life is the day after day waiting in the in-between stages. I've heard it said that it's easy to get into the boat and start your journey. You lift the anchor, loosen the reigns and head across the waters. You leave the safety of the edge with eager exhilaration and head for the deep waters. But what happens when you're out in the water drifting and you can't see either the shore where you began or the dock of the destination? It's this waiting period that so often consumes and overwhelms us. 
But today, I want to remind you to get a fresh fire for finishing faith. Victory is waiting for you! You are closer to that lighthouse beaming through the fog telling you that you're on the right path. Keep going. You're almost there! 

Friend, God is not finished with you. Your best days are still ahead. You've got to shake off what didn't work out and get your passion back. There is a flame burning deep down inside. The scripture talks about fanning the flame, stirring up your gifts. It's not enough to finish, but to finish with your fire still burning.

The apostle Paul faced many situations that could have put his fire out. He was doing the right thing, sharing the good news and helping people when he was arrested and put in prison. It looked like he would never get to his destiny. The closer he got, the more obstacles he faced. He was alone in a dungeon on death row. It looked like God had forgotten about him. But Paul wasn't defeated, depressed, or feeling sorry for himself. Even though he was physically in chains, they couldn't stop what God wanted him to do. Since Paul couldn't go out and speak publicly, he began to write. He wrote book after book. He wrote a letter to the Ephesians, he wrote a letter to the Colossians, to the Romans, to the Philippians. He wrote over half of the New Testament, much of it from a prison cell. They thought they were shutting him up, but they were doing just the opposite; his voice was amplified. What they meant for harm, God used for good. 

I've found the battles get tougher as you get closer to your destiny. Family members may not celebrate you, challenges arise you weren't expecting, a health issue, the business slows down, or the loss of a loved one. It would be easy to think, "I was doing so good, I was getting so close. If I just wouldn't have had that bad break. I'm out in the middle of the water with no end in sight." Know that challenge is a sign that you're getting closer to your destiny. The same God that gave you grace to start is the same God that's going to help you to finish. He knows exactly where your path is leading. Nothing you're facing is a surprise to God. He knows every hill, every difficulty, every bad break. The good news is that His grace is sufficient. You will never face a hill where you don't have the strength to climb it.

You may be facing some challenges right now. Keep reminding yourself that God is the author and the finisher of your faith. He helped you to get started, but more importantly, He's going to help you finish. He didn't bring you this far to leave you. It says in Philippians 1:6, "He who began a good work in you will continue to perform it until it's complete." One translations says, "He will bring you to a flourishing finish." Not a defeated finish where you barely make it, but a flourishing finish. A finish more rewarding that you ever imagined.

When you hit that tough time, don't worry. God is there pushing you forward, taking you where you could not go on your own. You will overcome what you couldn't overcome by yourself. You will climb mountains that you thought were too steep, overcome obstacles that looked insurmountable. God's finishing grace will propel you further than you could ever imagine. Finish with grace to fulfill your destiny that God has placed in your life.

- Joel Osteen (Lakewood Church)

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

oh god

We really need to fix our home page.
It's not good. lol

A Father And His Son

A Father And His Son

By Jordan • October 13, 2014



There was a small child who was brought up by his father. His father was a highly successful and extremely bright business man. He was about 50 years old with dark brown hair and deep brown eyes. He was a very neat man but he rarely smiled. He was strict, impatient, quick with anger and very passionate. These attributes all contributed to his great success in business life, but at the same time the same qualities led him become a not very pleasant father. He drove the newest Mercedes and had the fanciest suits. He was incredibly wealthy. As he traveled a lot he didn't spend a lot of time with his son. But this boy was compensated with expensive presents and private schooling. This was the way his father expressed his love for him. The son got used to getting everything he wished for.
When he turned 21 he was getting ready to graduate college. For many months he had admired a beautiful black sports car in a dealer's showroom and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted. He went to see the car everyday for weeks. He took the car for a test drive, he smelled the leather seats, imagined buying it and taking it home for the first time. He took pictures of it and put them all out on his wall.

As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. He was full of excitement like a little child. He had absolutely no doubt of getting what he wished for. Finally after days of waiting impatiently, on the morning of his graduation his father called him into his private study. He sat him down on a designer brown leather chair and looked deep into his son's eyes and said: "I am very proud to have such a fine son and for the first time he said: "I love you". His son not even hearing the words waited impatiently for his present. After all, he was used to expensive presents but his father expressing his feelings were unknown for him. Finally, the father handed his son a beautiful wrapped gift box. The son held his breath back while quickly opening the box. He had his dream car floating before his eyes. As he opened the box he found a book called "Put Your Dream to the Test". He was disappointed almost shocked. He threw the book on the floor. Angrily he raised his voice at his father and said, "With all your money you give me a book?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the book behind. He moved out of the house immediately and went on his own way.

Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business just like his father. But business was not all he took after his father. He was as strict and impatient with his own children as his father was with him. He had a beautiful home somewhere in the countryside.
One day the man realized his father was very old and thought perhaps he should go see him. He had not seen him since that graduation day. They hadn't even spoken a word since then. The father hadn't even met his grandchildren. Although the son decided to contact his father he kept putting it off. Many times he walked to the phone, took it up, sat down on the white leather sofa in his living room, looked at his wife for support and dialed holding his breath back and shaking all over. But before the phone could ring he hung up. This went on for weeks until one day he received a telegram telling him his father had passed away, and willed all of his possessions to him. He needed to go home immediately and take care of things.

When he arrived at his father's house, sudden sadness and regret filled his heart. He went into his father's study where they last spoke and thought about the last words he heard from his father. He began to search his father's important papers and in one of his drawers he found the still new book, just as he had left it years ago. He sat down on the same chair he was sitting those years before and recollected his memories of the situation that had separated them. With tears rolling down his face, he read the title: Put your dreams to the test. Then he opened the book and began to turn the pages. After the third page he saw a hole in the book with a car key in it. It had a tag with the dealer's name, the same dealer who had the black sports car he had desired. On the tag was the date of his graduation, and the words…

"WITH LOVE TO MY PRECIOUS SON WHO MADE ME SO PROUD TODAY."

Many times we prejudge people we meet and things we experience in life because they are not packaged as we expect them. We make drastic choices based on misunderstandings or simple ignorance and let the emotions resulting from these guide us. My advice to you is to stop for a moment and think before you make overall conclusions of a person or a situation and most importantly learn to forgive yourself and others!

Little Do You Know by Alex & Sierra (stuck in my head)

Little do you know
How I'm breaking while you fall asleep
Little do you know
I'm still haunted by the memory
Little do you know
I'm trying to pick myself from piece by piece
Little do you know
I need a little more time
Underneath it all I'm held captive by the hole inside
I've been holding back for the feel that you might change your mind
I'm ready to forgive you but forgetting is a harder fight
Little do you know
I need a little more time

Away, away
I love you like you've never felt the pain, away
I promise you don't have to be afraid, away
The love you see right here stays so lay your head on me
Little do you know
I know you're hurt while I'm sounding asleep
Little do you know
All my mistakes are solely drowning me
Little do you know
I'm trying to make it better piece by piece
Little do you know
I love you till the sun dies

Away, just wait
I love you like I've never felt the pain, just wait
I love you like I've never been afraid, just wait
Our love we see right here stays so lay your head on me

Away, away
I love you like you've never felt the pain, away
I promise you don't have to be afraid, away
The love you see right here stays so lay your head on me
Lay your head on me
So lay your head on me
‘Cause little do you know
I love you till the sun dies

Back When I Saw Them


They will always be a band called Emblem3. I believe that one day, just one day, they will get back together and go on tour for their Emblems. Even if they have their own dreams, they would never let us down. Emblems believe in them and support them 100%. Even when one day the new song says, "Emblem3 ft. Drew Chadwick", to us it will be "The Original Emblem3". I was lucky enough to go to their last concert as a full band, though no one saw it coming. I thank God for helping me win those tickets to see my idols one last time. #ForeverE3

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

Repost if:


You're that person who helps, but never asks for help.
If you've ever been afraid to sleep at night.
If you've ever cried because it's not all "okay".
If you've cried yourself to sleep.
If you've ever worn a fake smile.
If you've ever laughed to hide the pain

-Reposted-

Tuesday, May 13, 2014

I Love this gif too much

"DROP OUT" ALBUM PREVIEW LYRICS ^.^ I DID THEM BY HEARING LOL SO THESE AREN'T PERFECT

KISS ME KISS ME KISS ME, AND TELL ME THAT I'LL FEEL AGAIN CAUSE I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN LET YOU GO
SO KISS ME KISS ME KISS ME I'M DYING JUST TO SEE YOU AGAIN
WELL I CAN MAKE THIS NIGHT THE BEST OF OUR LIVES
HERE'S TO FEELING MEMORIES



YOU SAID TO ME, "FORGET WHAT YOU THOUGHT, 'CAUSE GOOD GIRLS ARE BAD GIRLS THAT HAVEN'T BEEN CAUGHT"




'CAUSE I'M NOT FINE AT ALL, I REMEMBER THE DAY YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE LEAVING, I REMEMBER THE MAKE UP RUNNING DOWN YOU FACE, AND THE DREAMS YOU LEFT BEHIND, YOU DIDN'T NEED THEM, LIKE EVERY SINGLE WISH WE EVER MADE
I WISH I COULD WAKE UP WITH AMNESIA AND FORGET ALL THOSE STUPID LITTLE THINGS





______________________________________________________________________________
JULY 22 || I can't wait that long!!!!!!

1. She Looks So Perfect
2. Don't Stop
3. Good Girls (second lyric)
4. Kiss Me Kiss Me (first lyric)
5. 18
6. Everything I Didn't Say
7. Beside You
8. End Up Here
9. Long Way Home
10. Heartbreak Girl
11. Lost Boy
12. Amnesia (YAAAAS) (third lyric)
13. Social Casualty (Deluxe)
14. Never Be (Deluxe)
15. Voodoo Doll (Deluxe) (<3)
 16. Green Light (Deluxe)

Why?

Why does the school have to block hungry5sos.com ?? It's just a game of pacman in 5sos version! Ugh! This is awful! </3

30 Day Little Black Dress Challenge


Friday, May 9, 2014

All Of The Stars by Ed Sheeran (TFIOS Soundtrack)



It's just another night
And I'm staring at the moon
I saw a shooting star
And thought of you
I sang a lullaby
By the waterside and knew
If you were here,
I'd sing to you
You're on the other side
As the skyline splits in two
I'm miles away from seeing you
I can see the stars
From America
I wonder, do you see them, too?

So open your eyes and see
The way our horizons meet
And all of the lights will lead
Into the night with me
And I know these scars will bleed
As both of our hearts believe
All of these stars will guide us home

I can hear your heart
On the radio beat
They're playing 'Chasing Cars'
And I thought of us
Back to the time,
You were lying next to me
I looked across and fell in love
So I took your hand
Back through London’s streets I knew
Everything led back to you
So can you see the stars?
Over Amsterdam
You're the song my heart is
Beating to

So open your eyes and see
The way our horizons meet
And all of the lights will lead
Into the night with me
And I know these scars will bleed
But both of our hearts believe
All of these stars will guide us home

And, oh, I know
And oh, I know, oh
I can see the stars
From America

Joel Osteen

God is constantly talking to us. He wants to lead us, guide us, protect us, give us insight. Too often the problem is that we’re not tuned in to His frequency.

My new favorite picture of my husband ;D


TFIOS Quotes



Wednesday, April 23, 2014

You & INo

Love this picture! <3







The Beatles have been reborn through this picture (Not my caption- Tumblr)

Please get a haircut! You're too beautiful!


He looks like Miley Cyrus lolol

He's grown so much!



Harry <3

My new favorite song ^.~


 

Thursday, April 17, 2014

This needs to happen.


English Isn't As Easy As You Think. This Guy Nails It.

http://www.tickld.com/funny/t/763779



You think English is easy?

1) The bandage was wound around the wound.

2) The farm was used to produce produce.

3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse.

4) We must polish the Polish furniture..

5) He could lead if he would get the lead out.

6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert..

7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present.

8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum.

9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes.

10) I did not object to the object.

11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid.

12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row.

13) They were too close to the door to close it.

14) The buck does funny things when the does are present.

15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line.

16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow.

17) The wind was too strong to wind the sail.

18) Upon seeing the tear in the painting I shed a tear..

19) I had to subject the subject to a series of tests.

20) How can I intimate this to my most intimate friend?

Let's face it - English is a crazy language. There is no egg in eggplant, nor ham in hamburger; neither apple nor pine in pineapple. English muffins weren't invented in England or French fries in France . Sweetmeats are candies while sweetbreads, which aren't sweet, are meat. We take English for granted. But if we explore its paradoxes, we find that quicksand can work slowly, boxing rings are square and a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig.

And why is it that writers write but fingers don't fing, grocers don't groce and hammers don't ham? If the plural of tooth is teeth, why isn't the plural of booth, beeth? One goose, 2 geese. So one moose, 2 meese? One index, 2 indices? Doesn't it seem crazy that you can make amends but not one amend? If you have a bunch of odds and ends and get rid of all but one of them, what do you call it?

If teachers taught, why didn't preachers praught? If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat? Sometimes I think all the English speakers should be committed to an asylum for the verbally insane. In what language do people recite at a play and play at a recital? Ship by truck and send cargo by ship? Have noses that run and feet that smell?

How can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same, while a wise man and a wise guy are opposites? You have to marvel at the unique lunacy of a language in which your house can burn up as it burns down, in which you fill in a form by filling it out and in which, an alarm goes off by going on.

English was invented by people, not computers, and it reflects the creativity of the human race, which, of course, is not a race at all. That is why, when the stars are out, they are visible, but when the lights are out, they are invisible.



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LAUGH OF THE DAY - 4.17.14 (I'M BACK! ^.^)

What did the stamp say to the envelope? 

Stick with me and we will go places! 

Thursday, April 10, 2014

:'D

5SOS IS NUMBER 2 ON BILLBOARD TOP 200!!!!!!!!!!! AHHH!!!!!! I'M SO HAPPY FOR THEM! THEY'VE COME SO FAR! <33 FROZEN IS NO.1 AGAIN BUT STILL, IT DOESN'T COUNT LOL BUT SHE LOOKS SO PERFECT IS NO.2!! :D

Wednesday, April 9, 2014

5SOS

NINJA TURTLES!! <3

Too cute! ^.^



Sing - Ed Sheeran

It's late in the evening
Glass on the side now
I've been sat with you
For most of the night
Ignoring everybody here
We wish they would disappear
So maybe we could get down now
And I don't wanna know
If you're getting ahead of the program
I want you to be mine, lady
To hold your body close
Take another step into the no-man's land
For the longest time lady

I need you darling
Come on set the tone
If you feel you're falling
Won't you let me know
If you love me come on get involved
Feeling rushing through you from your head to toe

Sing!
Louder!
Sing!

This love is a blaze
I saw flames from the side of the stage
And the firebrigade comes in a couple of days
Until then we got nothing to say and nothing to know
But something to drink and maybe something to smoke
Let it go until I wrote a change
Singing we found love in a local rage no
I don't really know what I'm supposed to say
But I can just figure it out and hope and pray
I told them my name and said it's nice to meet ya
And then she handed me of a bottle of water filled with tequila
I already know she's a keeper
Just from this one small act of kindness, I'm in deep
If anybody finds out I'm meant to drive home
But I'm drunk and gonna live it now not?
We just sit on the couch one thing
Led to another now she's kissing my mouth

I need you darling
Come on set the tone
If you feel you're falling
Won't you let me know
If you love me come on get involved
Feeling rushing through you from your head to toe

Sing!
Louder!
Sing!

Can you feel it?
All the guys in here don't really wanna dance
Can you feel it?
All that I can here is music from the back
Can you feel it?
Found you hiding here so hoped you taked my hand

Before the beats kicks in again
Can you feel it?
Can you feel it?

I need you darling
Come on set the tone
If you feel you're falling
Won't you let me know
If you love me come on get involved
Feeling rushing through you from your head to toe

Dear Mrs. Hemmings,

Thank you so much! We got straight ones!! <3 I'm so proud of everyone. Oh actually, this chick decided to look at me in a stupid, rude way. And I was like "YO, WHAT A DO?" Not really. Lolol ;D But we did great and I'm so happy.
Honey, do I need to make you chiken soup?? :( I don't like that you're not here. No me gusta nada. OHHHHHH! I got you something. It's 1D. Harry. Not the actual human, perfection, bae Harry... but it's Harry. ^.^ And I will run from 7th period to the band room. Be there. I miss you. I finished my review for chemistry. :O *Shocking*
         I miss you. :( I shall now do some letters for you. ^.^



                                                                                                                                Love,
                                                                                                                        Mrs. Stromberg <3

P.S "But maybe, just maybe/ I'm tired of tryna fight it/ Nobody, nobody/ Can tell me that you shouldn't turn me on/ When something so right it can't be wrong" lolol <3

Tuesday, April 8, 2014

I know this is fake but still! Jensen Ackles (Dean) looking at TFIOS! Perf!


Royals - Lorde


[Verse 1]
I've never seen a diamond in the flesh
I cut my teeth on wedding rings in the movies
And I'm not proud of my address, in the torn up town
No post code envy

[Hook]
But every song's like gold teeth, grey goose, trippin' in the bathroom
Blood stains, ball gowns, trashin' the hotel room,
We don't care, we're driving cadillacs in our dreams.
But everybody's like cristal, maybach, diamonds on your time piece.
Jet planes, islands, tigers on a gold leash.
We don't care, we aren't caught up in your love affair.

[Chorus]
And we'll never be royals...
It don't run in our blood,
That kind of lux just ain't for us.
We crave a different kind of buzz.
Let me be your ruler, you can call me queen B
And baby I'll rule I'll rule I'll rule I'll rule.
Let me live that fantasy.

[Verse 2]
My friends and I we've cracked the code.
We count our dollars on the train to the party.
And everyone who knows us knows that we're fine with this,
We didn't come from money.

[Hook]
But every song's like gold teeth, grey goose, trippin' in the bathroom.
Blood stains, ball gowns, trashin' the hotel room,
We don't care, we're driving cadillacs in our dreams.
But everybody's like cristal, maybach, diamonds on your time piece.
Jet planes, islands, tigers on a gold leash
We don't care we aren't caught up in your love affair

[Chorus]
And we'll never be royals,
It don't run in our blood
That kind of lux just ain't for us
We crave a different kind of buzz.
Let me be your ruler, you can call me queen B
And baby I'll rule I'll rule I'll rule I'll rule.
Let me live that fantasy.

Oooh ooooh ohhh
We're bigger than we ever dreamed, and I'm in love with being queen.
Oooooh ooooh ohhhhh life is great without a care
We aren't caught up in your love affair.

[Chorus]
And we'll never be royals,
It don't run in our blood
That kind of lux just ain't for us
We crave a different kind of buzz
Let me be your ruler, you can call me queen B
And baby I'll rule I'll rule I'll rule I'll rule,
Let me live that fantasy.

LAUGH OF THE DAY - 4.8.14


Friday, April 4, 2014

Thursday, April 3, 2014

Tumblr while listening to We The Kings

Yep.




YUMM





Niall + Starbucks = Marry Me Please!


Want these clothes


How perfect?!


How I would love to be in the middle of Luke and Ashton but I rather have Luke and Calum <3 but look at Michael and Calum!! TOO CUTE!


WANT!





BEAU.TI.FUL.